Quite
sometimes now, I’ve been thinking about when will be the time that I would
truly know what I really wanted in life. With so many preoccupations in mind, I
bet my wits would blast or explode terribly into nothingness and my restlessness would dilute me and leave me terrible in dangerous situation. Nevertheless, I
know time will give space for answers. I know time will demand itself for
action. I know time will help me reach what I am journeying of as I decipher
puzzles that were wrapped in my life’s mystery.
“One
step at a time”, truly, is a good and comforting statement, for a man who
wanted in his hunt, an instant glory and achievement, for a man who desires to
chase time and career, for a man who search for a lifetime partner to be with
for the rest of his life and for a man whose courage and love are bind with
responsibilities so much for himself but not for others. One step at a time… I
should better contemplate this in my mind.
I
realized that what is truly noble in this world is the attitude of waiting.
Patience. I have been chasing time now, afraid that it would leave me, yet I
realized that what I am chasing of is my own selfish desires and plans for
immediate but temporary fulfillment. I am chasing my career, my knowledge, and
my potentials and even love because I am afraid of losing it.
And then, my heart says,"wait....
Take a look… Stop…and close your eyes. Let go Mhatti...your best time is yet to
come. Be patient…"
Realizing
it… It was God talking to me…Whispering this simple word…
" Patience…
Patience…
Patience…"
Mhatteo
